2 of my favourite team, the champion of england and the champion of italia, go head to head on UEFA champs league last 16 qualifying round.
manchester united 0, internazionale milano 0
luckily i didnt wake up at 3 this morning to watch it or else buat buang karan je watching a boring 0-0 match.
instead i watch the highlights at youtube. united had a good first half on that match. they were attacking like usual and ronaldo made alot of attemps on goal but julio cesar was great.
zlatan ibrahimovic definitely had a quiet match. all the spotlight was on him and ronaldo, debating on whos actually the best and all.
somehow i rarely watch man united's matches nowdays. their league matches sometimes start kinda late, dont bother about champs league, im too lazy to get up at 3am and watch. instead, i watch aston villa's match!
and i have to say theyre doing great right now. i like the way they play. its really simple. pass and go.
though they lost with chelsea, i like the way how they change their strategy frm the normal zigzag ground passing to high-ball game. okai enough of talking football. i dont really talk much about it, i prefer playing it MUCH MUCH MUCH MOREH
its been like a week already and im still having a bad hair time. not saying my hair looks good before but, have you ever had like those moment where you wake up in the morning, wash yourself, do your hair and you think it looks fine with yourself? it matches your clothes, your face and all.
and then the next day, you do the same thing but this time it just doesnt look right at all?
so yea im having that moment but its been going for like a week already. i dont know if its the hair product im using or its the haircut but i still CANT find the right hairstyle.
probably the haircut... i remember i went to the salon and the lady asked me how to cut my hair.
and i told her i want that john mayer's hairstyle and she was like "JOHN MAYER AH?" (reads this in a chinese accent loudly)
apparently she doesnt knw whos john mayer, so i told her to just cut it layered. but instead the side and the back of my hair is longer than the top and i ended looking like a retard! until today.. x(
maybe it was my fault for not telling her not to leave the top too long cause i usually would spike it up or whtevr word you use it since my hair is wavy, so no spiky2.
ITS LIKE WE'VE BEEN STRUCK BY THUNDER BUT WE'RE STILL GETTING USED TO IT!!!!
since firdausday is coming, i am making a list to help you people :P on what to buy. HAHA >:D
1. a plain black nike hoodie. (or giordano would be fine enough. hoho)
2. MICKEY MOUSE TSHIRT!!!!!!!
3. okai maybe a good hairspray or hair wax would be good for a birthday present too
4. nike tshirts. the casual one, not the sports or training kit.
5. PS3 games? :D ( DVC4, MotorStorm : Pacific Rift, or PES09!!)
6. a nice leather-strap wristwatch? :D:D
7. nike tiempo air legend 2. size 5.5. all-white or white/red or white/black. go and find out the price and buy.
8. yea some good shoes would be good too. nike, converse or nike air max eh eh
9. megan fox's bra
10. and yea.. i dont have a blue faded jeans u knw? :S okai so that comes together with a nice belt. OH MAKE IT A BATMAN BUCKLEBELT! and and the logo must be the latest one *points up*
11. plain-coloured tee from giordano or bossini. but not topshop. alot of ppl are wearing it. even the rempits. and not forgeting the shufflers. HAHA
12. spain jersey with fernando torres's name and number on the back
okai some of them are kinda ridiculous. cost about RM200 above. hoho
so you homies got..exactly..12 more days from now. so go get some money and make me proud, soldier!
2009-02-25
2009-02-21
even when we're asleep, somehow, automatically, we will get up if someone or something is around.
you know what i mean?
even if you sleep with the door open and then say someone got in the room without making any sound at all, we will get up. as if our mind has this 'present-detector'.
happened to me for number of times. my cat ALWAYS does that.
my mama will always wake (or try to wake me. hoho) up early in the morning and leave the door open and sometimes, my cat will jump on the bed and sniff around my face. :S
and and i had an awkward one, i felt like someone was inside my room, so i open my eyes and i saw my 6 year old cousin was staring at me. :|
i was like "what are you doing here?" i hope she didnt hear me say anything weird or SEE me DOING anything weird.
even if i did ANYTHING wrong, im STILL innocent cause i was asleep. my mind is somewhere else, maybe in germany or somewhere in europe.
its a weird feeling to wake up like that. im still wishing someday, i wake up in the morning and emma roberts is sleeping beside me. :P
am really tired right now. though i didnt do anything much today, physically. i havent play sports for like almost 2 or 3 weeks. :( such a sad case, isnt it? lack of exercise could lead to depression. SERIOUSLY, go to wikipedia if you dont believe me. so if youre feeling depressed right now, go grab a rope and do some jumping. that could ease off some tension!
my band jammed today. we had a great time. i felt like i was possesed or something when we played I Hate Myself For Loving You. classic rock never fail to make us roll on the floor. YEAP!
hrmm... well nothing to post really. only that my 25 year old-brother bought another PS3 controller! :D
okai too early to celebrate because the games that i have are all single-player games.
no multiplayer yet. :( nvm, i shall wait till i have money and ill buy WE09, Tekken 6 and Gran Turismo 5!
anyway thats all i guess for tonight, ive a friendly match tomorrow. and i need a new pair of boots. NIKE TIEMPO AIR LEGEND 2!!!! :( bahh money again. nitey nite
you know what i mean?
even if you sleep with the door open and then say someone got in the room without making any sound at all, we will get up. as if our mind has this 'present-detector'.
happened to me for number of times. my cat ALWAYS does that.
my mama will always wake (or try to wake me. hoho) up early in the morning and leave the door open and sometimes, my cat will jump on the bed and sniff around my face. :S
and and i had an awkward one, i felt like someone was inside my room, so i open my eyes and i saw my 6 year old cousin was staring at me. :|
i was like "what are you doing here?" i hope she didnt hear me say anything weird or SEE me DOING anything weird.
even if i did ANYTHING wrong, im STILL innocent cause i was asleep. my mind is somewhere else, maybe in germany or somewhere in europe.
its a weird feeling to wake up like that. im still wishing someday, i wake up in the morning and emma roberts is sleeping beside me. :P
am really tired right now. though i didnt do anything much today, physically. i havent play sports for like almost 2 or 3 weeks. :( such a sad case, isnt it? lack of exercise could lead to depression. SERIOUSLY, go to wikipedia if you dont believe me. so if youre feeling depressed right now, go grab a rope and do some jumping. that could ease off some tension!
my band jammed today. we had a great time. i felt like i was possesed or something when we played I Hate Myself For Loving You. classic rock never fail to make us roll on the floor. YEAP!
hrmm... well nothing to post really. only that my 25 year old-brother bought another PS3 controller! :D
okai too early to celebrate because the games that i have are all single-player games.
no multiplayer yet. :( nvm, i shall wait till i have money and ill buy WE09, Tekken 6 and Gran Turismo 5!
anyway thats all i guess for tonight, ive a friendly match tomorrow. and i need a new pair of boots. NIKE TIEMPO AIR LEGEND 2!!!! :( bahh money again. nitey nite
2009-02-04
Cant Say Goodbye to Yesterday
since im outta idea of what to blog (nothing special for this week yet). im gonna post something different today.
before this, i posted some article. (to me, that is. probably craps to others :P)
so this time, im gonna post a story.
a story. YEAP, i wrote a story.
NO, its not a 'based on an true story' or 'experienced' craps, its my english homework actually. HAHA
this is like the first time i ever wrote a story in my life. i never wrote one. not even in an exam.
okai except if u consider those 'Write about your Aidilfitri and how was it blablabla' is a story.
this is like a love story, man! something like Romeo and Juliet! :P YEA IM GONNA BE LIKE SHAKESPEARE!
anyway the title of the story is there *points up* dont ask why, i have no idea. i just simply put that. hoho
and the reason why im posting it cause some of my friends want to read it so yea. enjoy the stupid story.
also to anyone came across my fuckin blog. hoho
Prologue
I hauled in a bracing breath and exhaled slowly. I stood face to face with my lowly beginnings, and determined to lay the memories to rest - here and now, once and for all.
"Time to let it go," I murmured.
I got out from the car, and turned to confront my past. A place with memories, yes, the lake. The lake where we used to spend time together. I stared at the big tree that was silhouetted against the blazing orange-and-yellow sunset, where rolling hills flattened into gray, arid plains. Our indestructible fortress of love, now is just a mausoleum, a catacomb for the past.
The Memories
"So you said you got something for me," I said.
We sat down under the big tree near the lake. A place where we would usually go after school or for an evening walk. Emma smiled at me and grabbed a box out from her bagpack. It is small-in-size, white in colour with a big glossy red heart pattern on top of it. Well, it is my birthday today, kind of expecting a bigger box from her. I know I shouldnt have that kind of thinking as a boyfriend but I just wanted that latest Nike Air Max so much.
" I know youre not the nostalgic type but I hope you like it," Emma said with a cheeky smile on her face. "As long its not a book about fishing, its fine with me, love," I joked.
We laughed and I gave her one big hug and a kiss as a token of appreciation.
Just 3 more days to the school prom and I still have not asked her about it, eventhough it is obvious she will be going to the prom with me, isnt this how things should be? The boy will ask the girl he likes to be his date to the dance? I could feel butterflies in my stomach. The last time I felt so nervous was 10 years ago, when my mama interrogated me about her flower vase which I accidentaly broke it while I was playing with a balloon. It was a frightening experience. Now, I dont have any other choice but to ask, no matter what.
"You are going to the prom with me right?" I asked, with my heart beating so fast as if I just ran away from a raging hungry bear.
"Yes."
There was a silence at the end. which I am not sure what it was suppose to mean. Is it a good sign? Or negative? My head is in mess, I cant think clearly and rationally.
"....like I have anyone else to go with!"
A silly smile on her face, she gave my cheeks a squeeze.
"God... dont you ever do that again," I exhaled for a relief.
I dropped my school bag on the floor and opened the box that Emma gave me early. It was a locket, with a picture of us in it. I still remember the day we first met. It was at Space Galacticolosiphobicalos Mall cinema, during the premier of The Dark Knight. She was mumbling to herself about the Joker apperance. I accidentaly heard about it and started mouthing off. We started arguing, and we forgot about the movie. The next thing we heard was a shush by the people behind us. It was embarassing. A week later, I met her by coincidence at a theme park. An amazing coincidence. And this picture says it all. Emma Jessica Heard, I love you too.
The Night
"Are you ready yet?" my mother yelled. "If you are going out on a date, never let the girl waiting for you or you might end up alone later," as usual my mama would lecture me about being on time and stuffs. I was not that late. It is only 8 o' clock and the dance starts at 9. I dont knw why my mama looks so excited about me and Emma going to the prom. I guess she was just happy for me.
"Okay, have a good time and behave yourself," my mama fixed my tie and handed me the car keys.
"Of course I will," a huge smile on my face, I gave a kiss to my mama's cheek and off I go to Emma's house.
As I was waiting for her in the car, I made sure everything was fine on me. My suit, I hope she likes this Sex Panther cologne im wearing. Although I dont feel good about my hair, it is too late for a repair. Not being a hopeless romantic, I have always wanted to go to a dance with my lover. Something like in the movies. Soon, I heard footsteps coming towards the car. I know its none other but my lovely princess.
"Sorry I'm abit late." A smile blossomed on her blushing face.
Wow. That was what I could say about her. She was beautiful. Stunning. More beautiful than the full moon as it rose above the velvet sky. Her blue evening dress that swept around her like a wave of aquamarine. Her silky auburn locks fell mellifluously down her shoulders. I was speechless.
"Is there anything wrong, darling?" she asked.
"No, nothing is wrong. Everything is good. Perfect. You look very beautiful." I smiled, knowing this is a night that I will never ever forget in my life.
I tried my best to get us on time to the dance. Maybe I should text Balan to save a place for me and Emma. I pressed the pedal to the metal. I wouldnt mind if I get a ticket for that because it will be worth it all. We have to make it to the dance.
Thought to myself, why dont we go and spend some time alone together at the lake? Okay, bad idea. Remember what mama said, girls dont like guys who have that kind of thinking. She seriously looked gorgeous tonight. In many ways, Emma was the perfect girlfriend, especially for a guy whose interest is to eat donuts everyday. There is just something really special in her smile. Even in my darkest day, a smile from her would make everything all fine again. I am so grateful to have her
As always, Emma would crack up silly jokes while I am driving. She was telling me stories about flying monkeys, space cowboys and cyborg ninjas. I could not help myself but my stomach was going to explode, thanks to her jokes. I was not sure if we could make it on time, so I reached in my pocket for my handphone to text Balan. Right after I took a turn, my handphone fell down. Quickly I grabbed it. But just when I got up, bright light coming towards our way and a car horned loudly.
"FIRDAUS! WATCH OUT!"
When I woke up, the rain was pouring down. Ignoring the words of the ambulance crew, I got up from the stretcher. There were people standing. Tears rolling down from my eyes. I found Emma lying down on the street, while the ambulance crew tried their best to help her. I went closer, I could not believe my eyes. I felt lifeless.
"We tried our best. We're very sorry.." said the paramedic in a disappointed tone.
I heled her close to my heart and kissed her. My love is now gone. Forever.
Epilogue
I continued to stand there for the longest time, looking at the lake, listening to the sound of crickets. I blinked back the tears that welled up in my eyes, assuring myself it was the wind that caused the watery reaction.
I reached in my jeans pocket. Clutching to the locket, I looked up to the heavens and asked myself, how long more can I hold on, living in the past? The only person who had been holding myself from moving on is me. Then I realized, that an ending is actually a new beginning in life. So I put my fist in the lake and let the locket flow with the current. Eventhough she is gone, I have to move on. I know, somewhere up there in heaven, she wants me to be happy. I believe, someday we will meet again. Tears streaming down my face, I smiled. Life is too short, and I cannot miss out chances and opportunity in it, so live each day to its fullest. I really miss Emma.
before this, i posted some article. (to me, that is. probably craps to others :P)
so this time, im gonna post a story.
a story. YEAP, i wrote a story.
NO, its not a 'based on an true story' or 'experienced' craps, its my english homework actually. HAHA
this is like the first time i ever wrote a story in my life. i never wrote one. not even in an exam.
okai except if u consider those 'Write about your Aidilfitri and how was it blablabla' is a story.
this is like a love story, man! something like Romeo and Juliet! :P YEA IM GONNA BE LIKE SHAKESPEARE!
anyway the title of the story is there *points up* dont ask why, i have no idea. i just simply put that. hoho
and the reason why im posting it cause some of my friends want to read it so yea. enjoy the stupid story.
also to anyone came across my fuckin blog. hoho
Prologue
I hauled in a bracing breath and exhaled slowly. I stood face to face with my lowly beginnings, and determined to lay the memories to rest - here and now, once and for all.
"Time to let it go," I murmured.
I got out from the car, and turned to confront my past. A place with memories, yes, the lake. The lake where we used to spend time together. I stared at the big tree that was silhouetted against the blazing orange-and-yellow sunset, where rolling hills flattened into gray, arid plains. Our indestructible fortress of love, now is just a mausoleum, a catacomb for the past.
The Memories
"So you said you got something for me," I said.
We sat down under the big tree near the lake. A place where we would usually go after school or for an evening walk. Emma smiled at me and grabbed a box out from her bagpack. It is small-in-size, white in colour with a big glossy red heart pattern on top of it. Well, it is my birthday today, kind of expecting a bigger box from her. I know I shouldnt have that kind of thinking as a boyfriend but I just wanted that latest Nike Air Max so much.
" I know youre not the nostalgic type but I hope you like it," Emma said with a cheeky smile on her face. "As long its not a book about fishing, its fine with me, love," I joked.
We laughed and I gave her one big hug and a kiss as a token of appreciation.
Just 3 more days to the school prom and I still have not asked her about it, eventhough it is obvious she will be going to the prom with me, isnt this how things should be? The boy will ask the girl he likes to be his date to the dance? I could feel butterflies in my stomach. The last time I felt so nervous was 10 years ago, when my mama interrogated me about her flower vase which I accidentaly broke it while I was playing with a balloon. It was a frightening experience. Now, I dont have any other choice but to ask, no matter what.
"You are going to the prom with me right?" I asked, with my heart beating so fast as if I just ran away from a raging hungry bear.
"Yes."
There was a silence at the end. which I am not sure what it was suppose to mean. Is it a good sign? Or negative? My head is in mess, I cant think clearly and rationally.
"....like I have anyone else to go with!"
A silly smile on her face, she gave my cheeks a squeeze.
"God... dont you ever do that again," I exhaled for a relief.
I dropped my school bag on the floor and opened the box that Emma gave me early. It was a locket, with a picture of us in it. I still remember the day we first met. It was at Space Galacticolosiphobicalos Mall cinema, during the premier of The Dark Knight. She was mumbling to herself about the Joker apperance. I accidentaly heard about it and started mouthing off. We started arguing, and we forgot about the movie. The next thing we heard was a shush by the people behind us. It was embarassing. A week later, I met her by coincidence at a theme park. An amazing coincidence. And this picture says it all. Emma Jessica Heard, I love you too.
The Night
"Are you ready yet?" my mother yelled. "If you are going out on a date, never let the girl waiting for you or you might end up alone later," as usual my mama would lecture me about being on time and stuffs. I was not that late. It is only 8 o' clock and the dance starts at 9. I dont knw why my mama looks so excited about me and Emma going to the prom. I guess she was just happy for me.
"Okay, have a good time and behave yourself," my mama fixed my tie and handed me the car keys.
"Of course I will," a huge smile on my face, I gave a kiss to my mama's cheek and off I go to Emma's house.
As I was waiting for her in the car, I made sure everything was fine on me. My suit, I hope she likes this Sex Panther cologne im wearing. Although I dont feel good about my hair, it is too late for a repair. Not being a hopeless romantic, I have always wanted to go to a dance with my lover. Something like in the movies. Soon, I heard footsteps coming towards the car. I know its none other but my lovely princess.
"Sorry I'm abit late." A smile blossomed on her blushing face.
Wow. That was what I could say about her. She was beautiful. Stunning. More beautiful than the full moon as it rose above the velvet sky. Her blue evening dress that swept around her like a wave of aquamarine. Her silky auburn locks fell mellifluously down her shoulders. I was speechless.
"Is there anything wrong, darling?" she asked.
"No, nothing is wrong. Everything is good. Perfect. You look very beautiful." I smiled, knowing this is a night that I will never ever forget in my life.
I tried my best to get us on time to the dance. Maybe I should text Balan to save a place for me and Emma. I pressed the pedal to the metal. I wouldnt mind if I get a ticket for that because it will be worth it all. We have to make it to the dance.
Thought to myself, why dont we go and spend some time alone together at the lake? Okay, bad idea. Remember what mama said, girls dont like guys who have that kind of thinking. She seriously looked gorgeous tonight. In many ways, Emma was the perfect girlfriend, especially for a guy whose interest is to eat donuts everyday. There is just something really special in her smile. Even in my darkest day, a smile from her would make everything all fine again. I am so grateful to have her
As always, Emma would crack up silly jokes while I am driving. She was telling me stories about flying monkeys, space cowboys and cyborg ninjas. I could not help myself but my stomach was going to explode, thanks to her jokes. I was not sure if we could make it on time, so I reached in my pocket for my handphone to text Balan. Right after I took a turn, my handphone fell down. Quickly I grabbed it. But just when I got up, bright light coming towards our way and a car horned loudly.
"FIRDAUS! WATCH OUT!"
When I woke up, the rain was pouring down. Ignoring the words of the ambulance crew, I got up from the stretcher. There were people standing. Tears rolling down from my eyes. I found Emma lying down on the street, while the ambulance crew tried their best to help her. I went closer, I could not believe my eyes. I felt lifeless.
"We tried our best. We're very sorry.." said the paramedic in a disappointed tone.
I heled her close to my heart and kissed her. My love is now gone. Forever.
Epilogue
I continued to stand there for the longest time, looking at the lake, listening to the sound of crickets. I blinked back the tears that welled up in my eyes, assuring myself it was the wind that caused the watery reaction.
I reached in my jeans pocket. Clutching to the locket, I looked up to the heavens and asked myself, how long more can I hold on, living in the past? The only person who had been holding myself from moving on is me. Then I realized, that an ending is actually a new beginning in life. So I put my fist in the lake and let the locket flow with the current. Eventhough she is gone, I have to move on. I know, somewhere up there in heaven, she wants me to be happy. I believe, someday we will meet again. Tears streaming down my face, I smiled. Life is too short, and I cannot miss out chances and opportunity in it, so live each day to its fullest. I really miss Emma.
2009-02-01
i was doing my biology homework last night and after i got it done, i go through the textbook just to check around ya knw. the topics that im gonna go through.
then i saw this very funny obscene picture at the index page.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
what in the hell where they thinking?! thats embarrassing okai! that could be some grasshopper's friends or family or parents or relatives! at least it wasnt a pic of human eh?
my blog is getting more and more obscene. *closes my face* i think i need to put that 18yearsold restriction. AHH hell im not even 18, not even 17 YET!
then i saw this very funny obscene picture at the index page.
HAHAHAHAHAHAwhat in the hell where they thinking?! thats embarrassing okai! that could be some grasshopper's friends or family or parents or relatives! at least it wasnt a pic of human eh?
my blog is getting more and more obscene. *closes my face* i think i need to put that 18yearsold restriction. AHH hell im not even 18, not even 17 YET!
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